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hello hello...

my new blogshop is done haha..
will be changing to even better as time goes by....

blogshop mainly my D.I.Y items and softtoy...
do show ur support to me... thanks alot!!!

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sorry abt thr photo taking.. will improve on tat.. haha

do drop a comments.. thanks!!! love ya... happy happy XD

# posted by blackcoffin at 2:54 PM

BUSY BUSY

hi guys..
have alot to update but wat to update?
haha..

first of all,
i broke a mug when working.. SHIT !!!
cost me $3 la... haiz!!! sian sia...

then have workshop for C.A.P IG member..
wed, thr, fri, mon...
every morning from 10am to 1pm..
but i think is fun haha..
LEARNING ABT LIGHTING, AUDIO, F.O.H AND STAGE CREW.. ^_____^

we also got to choose which event we going to do on REFLECTION 2009
i choose three event and different roles.. producer, production and F.O.H..

congrats on CHEN PEI on her GOOD achievment in job...
JIA YOU JIA YOU..
me too trying hard to work haha..
i'm getting afraid of all the unknow that are coming... but nvm...
I'M STRONG... MUHAHA

busy busy until everyday is so tight... stupid right..
having class chalet on 2,3,4 sep...
still planning on it..

then came an e-mail for all JC IG..
camp on 3,4,5 sep..
luckly, eda allow me to go on 4 and 5

WAT THE....*going crazy*

THEN THEN.. have work on 4 sep at night...
OMG pls let me find some one who can take over my shift..

having not enough sleep this few days..
*head spinning sooon*
many many programmes coming up but i really have problem with
MY MONEY....

NEVER SEEM TO BE ENOUGH...
BTW,,, I DUN EVEN HAVE ENOUGH....
nvm nvm I'M STRONG.. MUHAhaha..

trying hard to earn money to make SA but...
i think i'm to lazy ba...
REALLY THANKS ALOT TO MS CYTHNIA AND MR ZHENG TING FOR THEIR HELP..
AND I'M REALLY SRY TOO..
THANKS TO PPL WHO HAVE HELP ME IN VE.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! ^^

still many to update but... hmmm oh yes
did i say my UT is over?? haha i wonder wat grades i will get cause i do not study.. haha

i wish there is 5 OF ME!!!!
1) work at cake shop
2) work at VE
3) going out with friends
4) do house chores
5) go out with dear to shop and play

oh ya one more
6) to sleep, eat and blog

haha.... omg my 'haha' so fake..

wat to do wat to do ... JIA YOU BA.. HAHA

# posted by blackcoffin at 11:17 PM

heart is really pain

wat happen?
i dun noe..
why i'm like this?
i dun noe..
why am i here?
i dun noe..

my heart is cracking
or should i say i have crack his first?
wat is the point am i saying all this now when something have aready been done..

many things can be say
many things cannot be say
BUT WAT ARE THE THINGS?

WHY CAN'T JUS SAY IT OUT?
i'm hurt
i'm scare
i'm feeling insecure
do you really know?

i always dun noe what you thinking
i give u hint to know my feeling but did you know?
why am i the one who keep on crying ?
why am i behaving like a cry baby?
why did'n you talk to me?
i dun understand when u dun say a word?
i becoming more and more quiet...

fuck... i feel like i'm being like some one i dun like...
i hate it.
friends friends firends
love love love
what is the meaning of dun understand me jus love me ????????
i can't do it
i hate being alone
y i was the one worrying abt THIS....

i wan i wan i wan...
i know i love you ...
if i change will you believe?????
i dun wan to leave...
i know i say sorry until u going crazy...
BUT WAT CAN I DO ?? TELL ME...

THERE IS A HOLE.. RIGHT STRAIGHT INTO MY HEART...
'when u stab me deeply in the back, what i wish is u slowly pull the knife out of me.'
taken from a taiwan show.
when there is a crack
no matter how hard you try to repair it
there will always be a scar/ a crack
both of us have a crack
will the crack close or will it become bigger?
our love will change
but wat will it change to be?

i wish to go back to the time we jus met.i'm sorry

# posted by blackcoffin at 9:29 PM

W47M..

hello... i'm now at alicia house... HAHAHAHA

hello again... now is 1.19am..
finally puttting some photoshoot pic in my blog...

photoshoot happen on tue...
last day of lessons....
love my class and photoshoot haha...
will upload more photos

thanks ALICIA for lending me the dress!! haha so nice!! ^^

class family photos....

like this alot... haha

jump jump jump

SWEET!!!

trying to make W47M

dun noe u all can c or not.. haha

thanks my class for giving me such a good time...

love you all many x 1000

UT3 start le... omg omg x 10000

i haven study yet!!!! wat the....

jia you ba!!!! all depend on fate!!! haha

today eat sushi with ALICIA, LI JUN, RAM AND GUAN WEN

so fun and we eat alots...

pic will up load in next post

cause i very tired le... haha

we talk we chat we laugh we eat...

thanks chen pei for talking to me...

we jia you togther in a happy way!!! luv luv!!!! ^^

with smiles, we can walk longer

# posted by blackcoffin at 7:16 PM

SINGAPORE

TODAY IS WED....

blogging blogging blogging...

this few day addicted to MAJONG...

MONDAY..

meeting obolo friends for BREAKFAST AT PP MAC..

talk talk talk until noon... went to gaint to buy things and take photos.. haha

ashley and jie hui went off first...
mi winston and sheryl went to hui xian house for MAJONG...

my first time playing with friends.. i win once.. haha

MY WINNING TILES

TUE....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR TERRENCE ^_^
WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS... HAHA
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. HUGS >.<

watch G.I JOE with dear and his family at PS..
eating tomato express for dinner..

dear wear PINK omg.. haha but cute in it!!!

buy new light blue nail polish from etude house...

sun..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! 9/8/09
WISH SINAPORE PEACE AND HAPPY HAHA....
LOVE YOU SINGAPORE.. MY HOME..

work in the afternoon..

SAT...

celebrate dear dear birthday

EARLY IN THE MORNING EAT BREAKFAST WITH MUM and her friends..

when to compass abt 8.30am..

buy a potted plant for dear for july present.. haha O.o