for mi to noe for u to listen
If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could here me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

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Friday, May 29, 2009

what should i say ? happy again?

no need to mention anymore
u guys will know i'm in class again.


today doing usher for the first time..haha..


wanted to donate blood with sam on wed but i'm NOT 18
wth i wan to be 18 faster so i donate blood, buy wine, and many more..(shhh)



today is math
faci on leave...
i think my emo feeling is gone abit..



listening to many chinese sad songs but is gooooooooooooooood............
long long time never draw
dun noe still can draw or not....

remember last time i use to draw every week..
haiz i miss drawing...


many people say...
not giving up is hard
but sometime trying to give up is even harder then not giving up

Monday, May 25, 2009

I'M LOST

again in class..
another weekend over..
many thing happen..

the worst thing.. MINE EZ-LINK CARD LOST....
I WAN MY CARD BACK.. OMG..
PLS GIVE MI BACK..


i'm lost
very lost..
i miss my card..



i also realize i not only lost my card
i also lost in a ship call relationship.


i dun noe how to explain
but i'm lost..
i talk out my feeling and he accept
we have the same problem
not jus one but many..


we do not noe what we wan..
want i/he wan?
a lover
a listener
a friend
a experience


people are changing very now and then.
we have to accept the changing and also change ourselves to become better or become worse.
time control many thing.
things that human simply can't control...


is my feeling change or i wan more then he can give?
i'm getting more selfish..
i'm sorry..



if we can
we will stay
jia you ba..
many thing we can't force.
we will have to go by natural.













成全不是一种美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过。

Monday, May 18, 2009

human..

before i start,
jus wan to say i in class now.


stoning the whole day..
sorry.. can't help the team much.. haha



thinking alot of things for the whole day.
suddenly i wish i dun have feeling
feeling make mi crazy make mi blur
i dun noe what i should do
i dun noe what i can do


human is a very funny creatures
even u noe is impossible but u still wish for it
even u noe u should end it but u still hold on to it
even u noe u should understand it but u still hide it
even u noe u should explain but u keep quiet
even u noe u should cry but u still laugh


no one understand
no one care
no one pay attention
no one is there

everyone blame
everyone hide
everyone pretend
everyone is not there





i pretend i noe but infact...

i dun noe how to be a human
i dun noe how to be a good person
i dun noe how to be a family member
i dun noe how to love a person
i dun noe how to explain
i dun noe how to talk my thinking
i dun noe how to make people happy
i dun noe how to cry
i dun noe how to angry
i dun noe how to laugh
i dun noe how to make myself happy







i dun noe what i'm looking for
i dun noe what is my goals
i dun noe what is my aim
i dun noe what i want
i dun noe what i am


there are still more but i dun noe how to type.
























i'm just a crazy person who will get rejected by everyone.

Friday, May 15, 2009

W47M..YOU GUYS ROCKZZZ

FIRST..

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LI JUN!!!!!
WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS!! ^^

today topic is math...
is very x 10 hard. but in the end i still can understand abit how to do.. haha

due to some discussion, our class plan to have lunch every friday..
today is the first friday..
result: VERY GOOD.. abt 16 ppl eating together..

wa la...it fun fun fun...
pic is not uploaded yet but i will.. haha
eat @ TRCC ARTBITES.. FOOD IS GOOD!!


our class is so fun.. we take pic here and there and also video...
athought today topic is hard but we still get together to solve..
LOOKING FORWARDS TO MANY MANY FRIDAY..


ALL THE BEST TO PPL IN W47M... I LOVE YOU GUYS..
HIGH FIVES..............




at abt 5pm go to trcc studio to listen to workshop on backstage and stuff.
new to mi but is fun!! hope i get chosen haha..


yesterday..

meet chen pei and guo cheng for dinner at tampines 1
so so sorry i was so late...

we eat
we talk
we have fun..

we went to the openspace outside level 4
talk talk play play...
is fun to meet my best bubbys in sec sch..










if ask for an ans..will the ans be no?? i dun noe

Monday, May 11, 2009

pic pic

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN PEI (6/5)
WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS AND STAY COOL..
JIA YOU!!!
sorry now then edit




hi ppl..
today blog post is pic pic and more pic..
btw i'm studying now haha..shhhh >.< face="arial" color="#ffff66">DOLLFIE.. love love...



many pic of ME...
(control to the till.. dun puke first..)

went to wedding dinner with mum..on mother day






(orange effects)





going out with dear on sat to celebrate his friend's son birthday..
play games with friends at dear home..
pic taken in mrt..






i like my hairdo..


a green grass elephant found in cathy...

random pic at ASTONS in cathy...(last last week)
if u like westesn food, go try.. is good!!







my tigger is the model..haha
so cute....omg



(i wan tomato sauses)


mi with cap..






friends...






cute cute maiki...


FOOD!!!!!
OK people u can puke...
puke***
today going office presentation on my own.. omg..
WISH MI GOOD LUCK!!
JIA YOU.. SMILE SMILE!!!
*i will try to update as many time as possible..haha
*i love my life in RP and my friends..fun fun and more FUN
*jia you lindy tan.. u will do well in ur test..
*i love going out with dear.. hug hug..